Maintaining an agenda for both exercise and writing is proving to be quite the task. I knew it would be a challenge, and I am enjoying it, but it is hard. I don't only mean the outline I planned in yesterday's post, but the task of this daily blog is hard to churn out. I don't know if anyone is actually reading it, but I am writing it for myself. I am writing it for the sake of writing.
Part of this 42 weeks is gaining the discipline of doing these tasks of exercising and writing. Also, by writing out my daily thoughts during this challenge, I am very conscious of my emotions and feelings. For example, once I wrote about my fears of delving back into Bulimia in Day 9's post, I felt much better. The moment passed. I expunged my feelings of wanting to purge my food by getting the feelings out of my head and onto paper.
Although it's hard, I appreciate the daily grind. I thrive off of it. I know it will make me better and that makes it easier to execute. I'M GON GET MINE.
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